::is worried::

A little insight
inside my head: swirling whirling panic
outside my head: the news reports
color: white, like a stormy sky
smell: clean
taste: chewing my lip
mood: this one is too hard to answer, i may just eliminate it in the future
looking forward to: that eventual conversation
to avoid: invasive questions
carer choice: stay at home mom
wishing: he would call
fear: that wishing makes me "that girl"
craving: affection

the most awful thing about it is that if something horrible happens, no one will know to tell me. stupid storm. stupid girl.

"what if there was only one choice,"

and all the other ones were wrong, and there were signs along the way to pay attention to?"
"well all the choices would then lead to this very moment."

things about me:

i love pineapple.
i HATE stewed tomatoes
i HATE being patient. i don't like waiting
i am a bona fide sci-fi geek
i disapprove of sweating
i can't remember how to divide
i like fire
i love cooking desserts
i cry at movies
calvin and hobbes is my favorite comic.
i watch tv on my computer instead of on the tv

there's a bird. stuck in the house. somewhere

my favorite is the curl at the top!