bah

sooooo i haven't been blogging much, for those (three) of you that actually read this. i got a job. a temporary job anyway. i get to go stay the nights with this superold adorable lady who is afraid of falling and breaking something when she has to go to the bathroom in the night. therefore, thus far, i have made 504 dollars for blissful christmas shopping by sleeping at night, and making a scrambled egg in the morning. i rock.

and so does ms. evelene. she tells me stories.

october 16th

*sigh* so today is the day my grandmother died. i took the week off from seeing people and doing things that require social niceties. i always get quite irritable around this time of year. it comes around and unfailingly, i find myself thinking about how i should be better, how i want to make her proud. but i'm always just the same old kendra. alas.

i will get a puppy soon.

stereotypes

I am young, I don't smoke pot, or hate authority
I am christian, I don't hate gays
I am American, I don't hate immigrants or Muslims, and I don't eat at McDonalds. Ever.
I am white, I am not rich
I am an artist, I don't do drugs.
I am a virgin, I am not a prude.
I am Mormon, I am not married to anyone, let alone more than one person.

honestly...

things that make me intensely uncomfortable

1. talking about sex in conjunction with any of my siblings
2. collars...on people...in conjunction with my sibling
3. being forced to eat more when i am FULL
4. very very drunk people
5. keeping secrets from my parents
6. pretending i don't know something that i DO
7. feet, when very close to me
8. when people get overly nervous about something that i am also freaking out about *cough*heather*cough*
9. taking an immediate dislike to someone
10. mormon jokes

revised list of things that make me intensely uncomfortable

1. last night